Things haven't been the same..

Maybe I have too much time on hand..
Maybe I have been too sensitive...
Maybe I am not understanding enough...
Or maybe things have really change...

The loving feeling has gone...
I dunno how or when..
But somehow, you've lost that loving feeling..

You don't ask me for a date anymore..
You make plans for us no more..
You've lost that sparkles in your eyes when you look at me..
Or should I say, you no longer look into my eyes so often now..

No more smelling of my hair..
No more compliments for me..
You don't even stroke my arms like you would always do in the past.. (you said you love to do that..)

You don't plant kisses on my face anymore..
You don't smile the way you do, at the sight of me anymore..
You don't call me as often as before..
You don't even sms me as often as before..

You don't make time for just the two of us these days..
You don't kiss me good night anymore...
You don't greet me with the usual morning kiss anymore..

These are some of the little things that make me feel neglected.. (read: some)

Sometimes I even feel that you are more interested talking to your friends than me..
Sometimes I feel like a burden to you..
Sometimes I feel like a fool in your eyes, or maybe even a nuisance to you..
Sometimes I feel insignificant to you..
Sometimes I even feel you love me no more..
And the feeling gets stronger these few days..

I'm sorry that I maybe wrong. But this is how you made me feel..

For example, I called you last night, you said you would call me back after dinner. You did. Then again you said you going to iron your clothes and would call me back. You did. Then you asked why did I not sleep early since I am sick. Yes, blogging was one of the reasons, main reason, I stayed up to wait for your call, cause I miss you like crazy. While waiting, the feeling of being neglected came along again, thats why I ended up blogging about it. Called me stubborn, I will not fight back.

I tried to be understanding.. trust me, I did and even still trying harder now.
But I cannot fight the feeling of neglected, its getting stronger day by day..

Tell me straight in my face if you don't wanna try again...
You know my part well, I hope I did make it clear to you.
I wanna be with you, but I can't be a superwoman...

Have you ever heard of this before?

"you can always give without loving, but you can never love without giving..."

Do you understand, baby?