I dunno why..

I dunno why am I still missing you.

I dunno why you keep appearing in my mind.

I don't understand why I still feel tears in my eyes when I think of you.

I don't understand why you still can have that impact on me.

We haven't met for years.

I wonder how are you now.

I remember words that you told me.

I remember beautiful moments we had shared.

I remember how you cried & asked for my forgiveness.

I remember you telling me those sweet nothings.

Boy, I miss you still.


Are you really happy now?

Happy with your life?

I really hope you do.

I wish you all the best.

I wish you love.


Take care, till we meet again, my friend.

I had a dream..

I dreamt of grandpa that night...

He came into my dream!!

He was standing outside his house, staring into the living room through the window.

But the moment he saw me ( I called out for him!), he walked away..

He looked as if he put on some weight..

But there was some bruise on his face, like as if he had a fall..




I'm sad..

Grandpa did not wait for me..

He wouldn't lemme hug him, not even in my dream...

Nevertheless,

Ah gong, I miss you LOTS!!

I love you...

Gemini II

Nice.
Love is one of a kind.
Great listeners
Very Good in the you know where...
Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out.
Trustworthy.
Always happy.
Loud.
Talkative.
Outgoing
VERY FORGIVING.
Loves to make out.
Has a beautiful smile.
Generous.
Strong.
THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.



WAhahahaha!

Ah Gong

I really still miss you, ah gong..

If only there's internet access in heaven..

If only you can read this, ah gong..


I wanna tell you, I miss you lots...

I'm sooo afraid..

I think I've forgetten how your voice sound like..

I wanna hear your voice again, ah gong..

I wanna hear you calling out for me again..

I even wanna hear you scolding me for disturbing you, ah gong..



Please..

Please lemme hear your voice again...

Ah gong, come into my dream tonight.

I'll wait for you..


Love you lots, ah gong...

Most beautiful..

"You're the most beautiful girl in my eyes now & forever..."

I pray that you're really happy now & forever....

Ouch!

I'm feeling the aching of my abds now...

Oh...

I so hate my trainer...

I'm so feeling great..

Workout!

I just got myself a membership with a gym..

Time to workout again!

I wanna have Jessica Alba's figure!!!!!!!


ARGHH!!!!

Thank you..

Thank you bud for listening me whining..

Thank you Za & Syl for making me laugh..

Thank you Mic, Feli, Gab, Cal for your concerns..

Thank you Ah go go for taking me out for dinner..

Thank you all of you...


You all made me feel LOVED..

God bless all of you..

Lousy..

I've screwed it.

I'm feeling damn lousy.

Period.

Freakin' out

I'm going to attend a major interview tomorrow. Or should I say later..
An interview which is very important to me.
It's a turning point of my life.

I feel that I am not prepared for it.
My papers are not up properly.
And to make things worse,
I'm freaking out now..

My fingers are trembling as I'm typing this..
I can't speak..
My thoughts are running wild...

It's a dream of mine..
Yet when it's time to face it,
I'm freaking out!!!

Arghhhh!!!

And to think that it's not the 1st time I going for such interview!
Damn!

I need to have a clear mind..

Dearies, please say your prayers for me...

Grrr!

I cannot stand my bro-in-law..

As a matter of fact, I'm still talking to him is purely because he IS my bro-in-law..

Period.

It is..

It is all about trusting..

Trusting you for now..

Hack whatever will come..

Hack whatever lies ahead..

When there is a time for us to apart, it will come..

There is nothing we can do..

Till then, let's cherish whatever we have now..

Denial

Yes!

The weighting machine is spoilt.

I believe that so...


Hmpf!

Nice..

My friend told me this..


"Don't lurve her because she's beautiful; she's beautiful because you lurve her."


sweet..

Spooky..

I seriously believe that grandpa is back in the house..

Dad saw him..

Mum heard him..

Sis & I dreamt of him..

Even grandma suddenly wants to bring his "ling pai" back..




Dad just told me that grandpa received the bicycle we gave him, cause he saw it in grandpa's room when he was dozing off there.


Spooky, yet...


HEY AH GONG!!

I wanna see you!!

I miss you so much!!!

ops!

I actually went movie with him!

OMG!! This is really weird!

Okie, "him" refers to my usually-quiet-aka-cool doctor..


This is damn weird!!