"Being with someone for long, you will just get used with him. That does not mean that everything is normal. It just mean that you are so used to him."

Time wasting...

"You are just wasting your time, not his...."

"Decide for yourself. Is he in your future or jus a bypasser?"

"I, hereby crown you the 'Bastard Magnet'!!
Thanks for taking the crown away for me.. "


Thanks Janice..
At least you didn,t gimme the "Fridge Magnet" crown..

Changed..

I do not like to go over to my granny's place as much as before.

Everything seems to remain the same as before.

Except that little room with no lights on.
That little room I used to share with my grandpa.

I dread to enter it.
I do not like it.
Grandpa's bed is gone.
So is grandpa's smell.

I hate it..


I miss you, Ah Gong.

I'm missing you so badly..

I still wanna see you around...

GEMINI
Irresistible
Nice
Love is one of a kind
Great listeners
Very Good in the you know where...
Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out
Trustworthy
Always happy.
Loud.
Talkative.
Outgoing
VERY FORGIVING.
Loves to make out.
Has a beautiful smile.
Generous.
Strong.
THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

Goodbye Grandpa..

Goodbye Grandpa..

Today will be the last day I will be seeing you..

I will never forget you.. Never.

I lurve you so so so much..



Grandpa, I'm so missing you already.

I miss calling you "Ah Gong".
I miss seeing you sleep.
I miss hearing you calling out for me.
I miss holding your hands.
I miss cuddling up in your bed with you.
I miss kissing you goodbye.
I miss stroking your white hair.
I miss brushing your dentures.
I miss cleaning you up.
I miss changing your bedsheets.
I miss dressing you up.
I miss buying you clothes.
I miss watching TV programmes with you.
I miss lying my head on your shoulders.
I miss filing your nails.
I miss disturbing you sleeping.
I miss you scolding me.
I miss buying you drinks.
I miss having dinner with you.
I miss shaving your spiky beard.
I miss combing your hair for you.
I miss your smell.
I miss stroking your face.
I miss buying you your favourite teochew fish porridge.
I miss buying you boxers shorts.
I miss spending time with you.
I miss calling out for you...




Ah Gong...
I miss you so dearly.
If only time can go back...

I want you back, Ah Gong.


All these seems so unreal.
I cannot accept the reality.
I do not want to accept it.


Ah Gong!!!! Please come back to me!!!!
You didn't even wait for me!!


You promised to go car rides with me!!!
You break your promise!!
You said okie.
Remember?!

You said okie when I asked you in NUH!
You said okie.....


Ah Gong, you lied....
You never wait for me....



Ah Gong, I really want you back...

Please don't go...

Don't let this be real, Ah Gong....

Please.....

Just a lover..

I have accept the fact that I am just your lover.

I cannot expect anything from you.

You will not be there when I need a shoulder to lean/cry on.

We can only share happy moments.

I can only hold your hands in the public only when you initiate it.




Period.

break down

What is breaking me down??

Grandpa...

He is dying..

That's what the whole world is telling me...

That's what I have been trying to accept....



I love him too much....

New lappy!

Guess what was my impluse major retail therapy yesterday?


A laptop.....


Yeah, finally.. I hack care all my worries and concern & bought a lappy...


Beautiful, sleek black baby...


I'm so loving it!

Give in...

I'm facing a major on coming depression mood...

I need to DE-stress...

I'm going for a major retail therapy...

NOW!