Friday, July 13, 2007

Goodbye Grandpa..

Goodbye Grandpa..

Today will be the last day I will be seeing you..

I will never forget you.. Never.

I lurve you so so so much..



Grandpa, I'm so missing you already.

I miss calling you "Ah Gong".
I miss seeing you sleep.
I miss hearing you calling out for me.
I miss holding your hands.
I miss cuddling up in your bed with you.
I miss kissing you goodbye.
I miss stroking your white hair.
I miss brushing your dentures.
I miss cleaning you up.
I miss changing your bedsheets.
I miss dressing you up.
I miss buying you clothes.
I miss watching TV programmes with you.
I miss lying my head on your shoulders.
I miss filing your nails.
I miss disturbing you sleeping.
I miss you scolding me.
I miss buying you drinks.
I miss having dinner with you.
I miss shaving your spiky beard.
I miss combing your hair for you.
I miss your smell.
I miss stroking your face.
I miss buying you your favourite teochew fish porridge.
I miss buying you boxers shorts.
I miss spending time with you.
I miss calling out for you...




Ah Gong...
I miss you so dearly.
If only time can go back...

I want you back, Ah Gong.


All these seems so unreal.
I cannot accept the reality.
I do not want to accept it.


Ah Gong!!!! Please come back to me!!!!
You didn't even wait for me!!


You promised to go car rides with me!!!
You break your promise!!
You said okie.
Remember?!

You said okie when I asked you in NUH!
You said okie.....


Ah Gong, you lied....
You never wait for me....



Ah Gong, I really want you back...

Please don't go...

Don't let this be real, Ah Gong....

Please.....

posted by lovesweetpoison at 7:06 AM

3 Comments:

Blogger MC said...

Hey gal... Felt the same when my grandma passed away. You ok there? Need someone to talk to? I'm always here. Just buzz. :)

6:23 PM  
Blogger porky said...

Girl..I'm here too.....I cried after reading your post....

We are just 8 numbers away...

12:54 PM  
Blogger Hope Louisa said...

Dear Ivy,

I did not know what had happened!!!!!!!!
Until today i went into your blog...................

Ivy, i am so sorry...

I am not around when you need to cry...
I can't cry together with you during those times...

When i read this post... I just can't help crying and crying... I remember ah gong too!!!

I remember you told me you learnt driving so that you can drive him around and to tour the places around... he hardly got to see...
Remember ah bee...

The way he called you...
Those times he called you...

Ah bee... Just want to let you know i am still around...

Lets cry together...

2:05 PM  

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