dinner

Venue: Granny's

Chef: Granny

Dishes: Home-cooked

Ingredients: L-O-V-E

Comments: I lurve it! I'll finish as much as I can.. I can eat more than 2 bowl of rice.. The atmosphere is always very cosy.. and the food always tasted of LOVE!

Rating: Priceless.. Unable to rate.. something are just undescrible with words...

Love you, Granny!!

UGLIES

Yes, we get to see UGLY people everyday, everywhere...

No, i don't mean UGLY in physical way ( i don't call people ugly in that way. Noone deserves to be called that way..).

What i meant here is UGLY behaviours/ characters/ personalities/ or whatever.. And i mean, REALLY UGLY!

And i would like to call them, "THE UGLIES"!



Rollerblading @ ECP on weekends. I got to see plenty of Uglies there. What surprised me is that most of the Uglies are the young ones.. tsk tsk tsk...

They, the Uglies will stop in the middle of the path. Blocking other users' way. Causing hazards to other users and themselves..

Kids.. nope, i don't blame them. Afterall, their parents or guardians should be the ones teaching them the "unwritten" rules on the paths/ roads...

These poor kids will just turn into your way all of the sudden! If you are not alert enough/ skilful enough in cycling or blading, God bless the poor kiddo & of course, you... ( "may the kiddo be suffering from no injuries and may you be like wolverine, heal super fast from your injuries and be deaf @ that moment, so you wouldn't need to suffer from all the screaming and verbal abuse from their parents... Amen.")

And those Uglies groupies.. Those Uglies who love to cycle or blade in groups. Yes, you Uglies! I understand that its really fun doing activities or sports together with friends..

BUT please be considerate.. Don't occupy the whole path. And to make it even uglier, most, I repeat, MOST of these groupies Lovvvveee to hog the path. Making the path even more inaccessible to the rest.

Yes, i know some of you wanna teach your friends how to blade, etc.. But more than one of you supporting/ holding on to your friends doesn't help. Your dear friends will not learn how to blade like that..

And please don't put you and your friends into danger. They might fall and drag the rest down, and worse, cause other path-users to fall too... Make use of the Beginners' corner or choose a weekday to teach your friends..

Talking about that, remind me of those show-off-ers.. I'm talking about those Uglies bladers who know how to do impressive "WOW" stunts.

What the hell are you guys doing at the beginners' corner?! Do you understand the meaning of BEGINNERS?! I believe you Uglies really need to check the meaning up in the dictionary. Shame on you!

And those who try to pull stunts while blading on the path, impressive.... *clap*

But HELLO!!! Please check your surroundings before you try that stunt. It sux big time to fall, not because you can't pull off that stunt well, but because you knock into those innocent others. HA!

And to those Uglies cyclists, especially those who share the two-riders bicycles.

Do you guys realise that your bicycle is larger than others? In fact, you guys are the version of lorries on the roads.

So please, check your blind-spot before you both decide to ove-take others. And please! No cycling in that big-S way, thinking that you both are acting in "tian mi mi" ( Leon Lai & Maggi Cheung ain't UGLY!)

I witnessed two accidents involving these "lorries" just last sunday. One young couple knocked into a girl, just stopped on the spot, stared blankly at her. While the poor girl had to pick herself and the bike up. Then the Uglies couple just cycled off without even apologise. WTF?!

Then the other accident was these other early-thirities couple, knocked into a little toddler at the zebra-crossing! Yes! It's a zebra-crossing!!!! And you Uglies are supposed to slow down when approaching one!! WTF?!



Okie.. enough about ECP Uglies.. Now, i'm gonna start about those on the streets.

Recently, i've been hanging out with my aunt and her two precious little princess. Aunt will always push a pram around whenever she brings the both of them out.

I never knew pushing a pram needs "special" skills. Till there was a few occasions, i offered to push the pram for her.

Again, the Uglies always appear everywhere.

Uglies will walk very slowly in the crowded shopping area, admiring all those displays in those shops' windows. You walk behind them, trying hard to keep a safe distance. At the same time, finding the golden opportunity to overtake the "road-hoggers". When the golden chance comes, you check your blind spot and shift the pram out. Then the Uglies suddenly decide to change their directions. *BANG*!! And what's worse? The sickening Uglies will stare at you as if its your fault!

This is not the worst scenario. There are more. Like i've mentioned, the Uglies are EVERYWHERE!!!

Pushing the pram is seriously not safe to use the escalators. All mummies and daddies know that.. Especially if the kiddo is in the pram..

So aunt and i will always take the lifts. And those impatient Uglies will always either rush into the lifts without giving way to you, or those already in the lifts, will keep pushing the "Door Close" button like there will be no other chance for them to do so.

And in the MRTs. The Uglies Lovvveee to rush in, once the doors are opened. Others who wanna get off the train, will have to, (unfortunately) join their "clinque" by pushing and shoving their way out.

Then for aunt and i, we have to try find our way into the train as well. There was once i was carrying aunt's 8-month-old princess. I managed to get on the crowded train and stood near the door.( It was crowded, cause Uglies refused to move further into the cabin!). But i could not reach the safety bar. Thank God, one cute dude offered his seat to me. Sitting on his left was this Junior Collegue student, who feign sleeping. Shame on him.. Sickening! That JC student really disgusted me at that moment..



I know all of you will now ask if i am a "saint", that have never commit any of such acts. I did reflected upon myself for quite some time before i decided to post this. I do plead guilty. Thats for today only.

I was sitting and reading my 8 DAYS on the train. It was only after some time then i looked up for a sec. I saw an old lady standing near me. I thought of giving up my seat ( I swear to God i did), but she was holding on to the safety bar and talking to another middle-aged lady. So i continued my reading. And yes, that was part of my excuse. My feet hurt like mad after walking around the whole afternoon in my heels, was the main excuse. I'm guilty. Bite me...

But other times, anywhere, i will definately give ways to others, watch out for others or help others.

Nope, i'm not a "saint". But i do know what's PATIENCE, CONSIDERATION and UNDERSTANDING.

I do have my evil side. But i will always try to put myself into others' shoes as well. Now that i have witnessed and experienced some of the Uglies' acts, i feel even more for the "victims".

So people, please reflect upon yourself if you happened to read this post of mine. Do not join the UGLIES without you, yourself knowing it..


The UGLIES impress noone. They disgust everyone.



I'm starting to feel really sick now... *puke*

sweet, yet poisonous..

yes, I am..

That's why I'm complicated...

That's why most people do not understand me..

That's why sometimes, I do things that I don't even know why I did...

yes, that's why I'm so hard to understand...

The Twins (May 22 to June 21)

Traditional Gemini traits

Adaptable and versatile

Communicative and witty

Intellectual and eloquent

Youthful and lively

On the dark side....

Nervous and tense

Superficial and inconsistent

Cunning and inquisitive

LIKES

Talking Novelty and the unusual

Variety in life

Multiple projects all going at once

Reading

DISLIKES

Feeling tied down

Learning, such as school

Being in a rut

Mental inaction

Being alone

Gemini, the sign of the Twins, is dual-natured, elusive, complex and contradictory. On the one hand it produces the virtue of versatility, and on the other the vices of two-facedness and flightiness. When they are good, they are very attractive; when they are bad they are more the worse for being the charmers they are.- http://www.astrology-online.com/gemini.htm

I wonder how true...

dual-natured, elusive, complex and contradicting... ha! well-said! I agreed!

I dunno how to elaborate on it, but I do agree..

hmmm.. e.g. I can tell myself, my life is wonderful. I have my family & friends. But then, I will say, "but i'm a nobody. I havent achieve anything in my life!".

see? contradicting, yah? complex, yah?

Sometimes, I see snow as a poor dog. I feel that he could have a better life without me, but then again, I refuse to let him go.. Never!

I have always wanted to drive my grandparents around, but then, my fortune-teller said, I will have a tai-tai's life, I will have people driving me around, don't have to learn driving. Ha!

I can bake, I can do lots of arty-farty stuffs. But till now, none of them, I can say I'm an expert in it.. Ha!

I can always console you when you are sad, I can even make you laugh. But when I am sad, I cannot do it to myself.

I can laugh and crack silly jokes with you, even when I am feeling really down. You won't know...

I can talk with and smile at you, and you won't be able to tell that I don't really like you..

I can pass stupid comments about my own situations and make you laugh about them, even though they really bother me alot.

Scary to know the above examples huh? There's more...

I can lie straight in your face even if you are someone who I care alot for.

I can hang out with you, whom I don't really enjoy being with. You won't know..

I can talk to you over the phone in a friendly manner, but you won't know how much I wanna hang up!

"If Love is blind, then what's Love @ 1st sight?"

Yup, I am not only a complex individual, I have a spilt personality too..

freaky? nah.. dun think so... wait till you get to know the real me.

sweet, yet poisonous..

I can act..

bud said it's not something I can do...

fine, i shall change it to...

I can entertain peole well... provided I like them.

hahaha!

I'm going to be on TV later!

7 things of sweetpoison

7 things that scare me

Thunder! can scare me till i cry..
Cockroaches! dead or alive, big or small.. disgusting!
Mother Nature's anger.. tsunamis, earthquakes, floods..
Nightmares!
Death..
When the moon will to turn red!
Zombies! if they are real...



7 things that I like most

LOVE! from GOD, family, friends & my boyfriend!
Going to church!
Suntan & Bikinis!
Go travelling!
Music!
Perfumes!
My snow!



7 important things in my room

My bed!
My mirrors!
My snow!
My pillows!
My fan!
Dustbin!
My dresser & wardrobes!



7 random facts about me

I'm a L-O-V-E person.
I can forgive & forget much easier than others.
I'm super untidy in my room.
I'm a laid-back girl.
I'm a FAMILY girl.
I'm short.
I'm adorable!



7 things I plan to do before I die

Get married and be a wife & a mummy!
Do relief/ missionary works, in the name of GOD!
Be a pet groomer & open my own petshop!
Be my grandparents' chauffer!
Be a good Christian!
Quit smoking!
Travel more!



7 things I can do

I can write poetry and songs & draw!
I can do all housechores!
I can do "cock-eye"!
I can sleep whole day!
I can perform footdrills and give commands!
I can give directions pretty well!
I can act!



7 things I can't do

Burp as and when I like..
Bend my right last finger on its own..
Overlap my lower jaw with my upper jaw..
Shit everyday..
Get angry for too long..
Drive!
Play driving games without steering wheels!



7 things I say the most..

Hey! Hi! Hello!
Huh?
Fuck!
Lah.. Leh.. Lor.. Hor..
Hmm..
Yah! Yup!
Wah lao... Wah lan...



7 Celeb Crushes!..

Ekin Cheng!
Vic Zhou!
Aniki Jin!
Shawn Yue!
Brad Pitt!
Johnny Depp!
Orlando Bloom!



7 Places I like to hang out!..

My room!
Baby's room!
My granny's place!
Mr. Bean..
Roomful of Blues..
Sunset Bay..
East Coast Park..



7 people I'll love to see doing this...

Missy M&M.. i read yours.. this is upon your request!!
Evil Blythe read yours too...
Renaissance of Ethelred left you on the list.. do it!

Thats all.. You three are the only ones I know, been reading my blog!

Sampoerna Menthol

Once in a while, I will crave for it.

That "tik tak" sound it made, each time i dragged it.

The unique after taste it left in my mouth.

The sweetness it left behind, on my lips.

But what i like most, is the memories it brings back to me.

I was introduced to Sampoerna Menthol by one of my ex. He's a Malay. A very sweet sensitive guy.

I fell in love with its unique taste. I ditched my Marlboro Menthol Lights for Sampoerna Menthol.


I remember those days after working @ Mr. Bean, i will sit @ the back seats, smoking it with my then collegues.

We laughed and joked alot those days.

Whenever Santana's "Maria" is played on the radio, those guys would stop whatever they were doing, and started dancing to it. Even uncle jerry will come out of the kitchen to shake his fat bum too.

I remember those days i dare to fall in love recklessly.

I remember going party every saturday nights. Bud and the rest will always come to Bean and wait for me to finish @ 11pm. Skinny chef will always cook for them, adding extra portion to their orders.

I remember the guys were always ready to fight for the us, the girls if we ever get bullied.

I remember i gave my heart away while working there.

I remember Tan Man Hong, our ex national soccer player will always come down and order spagetti aglio oglio and always want extra spagetti. Thats why he is fat.

I remember that I always love my "cat-eye" look. They loved it too.

I remember how he will always come fetch me from work and we will go for suppers.

I remember how i added eyeMore into her sandwhich. sweet revenge..

I remember noone will ask ciggies from me.

I remember how to make Mocha, Cuppaccino, Latte and flavoured ice tea.

I remember how those evil cockroaches will be running after me.

I remember how the dead rat is found only after we suffered days of bad strench coming out from the office.

I remember the day he brought me to Geylang for beancurd.

I remember the first day we knew each other.

I remember the day he first kissed me, where and how..

I remember how he held my hands and run away from his ex.

I remember laughing all the way from MOODS to Mr. Bean with bud.

I remember our regular meeting up sessions almost every saturdays. WISST&MJ.


Most important of all, I remember how I was. No big worries, no big mistake..

Everyday there was smile on my face. I was a happy kid, with lots of caring friends and someone i tot i can spend the rest of my days with.

I remember i was happy. Truely happy.

But when the fag finishes, i'm back to present. The bubble burst.


Well, it is not because presently, i am unhappy.

I am happy.. Just a slight difference.

Happiness, without that kind of innocence. That innocence i had years back..

If smoking kills... then lemme die in the estacy of sampoerna menthol...

the devil read my blog

I had a nightmare last night again...
The freaky part is that, it's similiar to the one i had previously...
They're out to get me..

The previous night, i slept pretty late, around 3am, after talking to baby.
Last night i slept around 3 am too, after reaching home from a late night supper with bud boy & hao, and took half a Valium (I need to sleep, that's why i took the pill).

The previous night i woke up @ around 5am, shouting,"Jesus Christ!".
Last night, i woke up around 5am, shouting, "Jesus Christ!", again.

The previous night, thunder and lighting strike, the moment i opened my eyes.
Last nite, thunder and lighting strike, the moment i opened my eyes.

Within barely 2 weeks, similiar dreams. Freaky!!

Last night, i dreamt....

I was sleeping @ my granny's place. In my old room, on my old bed (its isn't there anymore.) My older bro was sleeping beside me, on the pull-out bed underneath. My sis was sleeping on the other bed (it was my grandpa's, all along). I was being "paralysed", numb all over. The devil then spoke to me, mumbling into my ears. I can't remember what he said or i don't think i understand. Anyway, i was trying hard to struggle. I wanna open my eyes, but i can only peek @ my surroundings. I wanna scream, but my tongue was numb too. I was really scared. I struggled hard, kept praying to GOD till i could only move my left arm. I keep jerking my bro to wake up, and asked him to pray for me. He woke up sheepishly and laughed @ me, saying i had a bad dream. But he did prayed for me anyway. As he prayed, the cupboard behind him (used to be my sis'), opened up. There was a pair of eyes staring straight @ me! This time i screamed "JESUS CHRIST!" (rem my tongue was numb, so i can't scream properly!). The cupboard slammed closed! That's when i kept shouting, "Thank you, Jesus Christ! Thank you, Jesus Christ!"....

Then i woke up. My mouth was dry. My left arm was above my head, my right arm was still hugging snow, whom, surprisingly was still sleeping soundly (they said animals are sensitive!). My legs were crossed. My whole body numb.

I stayed montionless in my bed for more than 5-10 mins. I don't even dare to move a single muscle. Just laying in my bed, listening to the soft thunder. Then my room air fresher scared me. "Psst.." it went, made me jumped in my bed. I began to move my fingers, wet my lips and thinking if i should get out of my bed to relieve myself in the toilet. I was hesitating till i heard my uncle was moving around in the living room. I jumped out of my bed immediately, i need to have another human being's presence next to me badly. Walked out to the toilet, i past my uncle who was sitting in the living room, getting ready to leave for his work. I quickly relieved myself and went back to my room.

On the light on my dresser, light a fag and sent a sms to baby, hoping that he's still awake (okie, we were in some kind of 'cold war', but he's the 1st who came into my mind. I was freaking scared!). Puffing on my fag, my handphone rang, a sms came in. In my head, i was praying hard that it would not be something else that would freak me out again. Thank God, baby replied. I dialed his number straight away, telling him about my dream.

Heed his advise, read my bible. Baby sacrificed his sleeping hours just to pacify me till around 5.30am, i asked him to go back to sleep. Then i continued to read my bible till 8.30am! Gosh! I haven't been reading my bible for so long since i was a kiddo! I read from Genesis 3:1 (The Fall Of Man) till Genesis 46:8 (Jacob Goes to Egypt). I feel so holy molly... haha!

Maybe i have sinned like Eve. I need to repent. The following stories were mostly about how Noah, Abram, Isaac and Jacob followed GOD's instructions faithfully and be blessed. Maybe that's what GOD is reminding me about.

Anyway, i must really thank God from "saving" me in my dreams. Thank you God! This is really like a spiritual warfare to me... Like i said, I will have my faith. I will stay still with Jesus Christ!

try again?

I'm in to you, you into me
But I can't let it go so easily
Not 'till I see where this could be
Could be eternity or just a week
Ay yo, our chemistry is off the chain
It's perfect now but will it change?
This ain't a yes, this ain't a no
Just do your thing, we'll see how it go, oh


Just because of me lying to you about my past, its gonna cause me to pay a heavy price.
I don't understand how it mean so much to you but you don't seems to understand how my past affects me too.

You can say you don't mind but who knows if you really won't mind? Few years down the road, will we be fighting over my past?

I gave alot into this, and i know you did too. We tried to compromise each other. But if its because of this you wanna end everything, i have nothing to say.

I'm sorry to lie. I really am. I just don't wanna to be labelled. You don't how it really affect me.
Yes, i trust you. I do.. but my past taught me that human change. We all change as years go by. Noone can be the same as who we were years back.

All i ever want is to move on. Let go of my past. Move on. Find someone special to share my new journey with. Someone whom i can share my present & future with.

Don't ask much about my past. Its nothing glamorous about to share. Its dark, sneaky and awful. I don't like to talk about it.

I'm sorry that i lied even when lying next to you. I guess that is what hurt you most. I am sorry about it. Like i said, i don't think i can be your good girlfriend. I'm preparing myself for the worst now. To pay the price for betraying your trust.

There's nothing i will say, cause i can never use the right words to express how i really feel. I'm used to being misunderstood (in my personal opinion).

Noone to blame but myself. I am just waiting... waiting for you to say the words...

LOVE ME TENDER - ELVIS PRESLEY

Love me tender,
love me sweet,
never let me go.

You have made my life complete
and I love you so.
Love me tender,
love me true,
all my dreams fulfill.
For, my darlin',
I love you and I always will.

Love me tender,
love me long,
take me to your heart.
For it's there that I belong
and we'll never part.

Love me tender,
love me true,
all my dreams fulfill.
For, my darlin',
I love you and I always will.

Love me tender,
love me dear,
tell me you are mine.
I'll be yours through all the years
till the end of time.

Love me tender,
love me true,
all my dreams fulfill.
For, my darlin',
I love you and I always will.


Still waiting for the day to come... I wanna sing this on my wedding night!!

no more world cup!!

Italy won.. jus as baby has predicted.. ha! but my sixth sense is better.. i know they should draw, but didn't share that with baby, so he didn't bet on it. Anyway, i won $30! haha!

Bad headaches for days.. Panadol has begin to be my daily "supplement" again. Damn.. hate headaches...

Still bummin around lookin for jobs.. Should have taken up Connie's offer.. $2400 per month. Darn.. jus pray that better offers will come by..

bud keep having fainting spells.. scary.. and that mr. policeman bought her mints, instead of candies! OMG! i nearly smacked his head for that!

wanna try Japan Airline.. hope i can get in despite my height... 2 cm, easy to "conceal", right? hahaha!

$$ finishin... damn.. i need a job!

nightmare & spooky experience

Every now & then we do get nightmares... sometimes, they scare the shit out of us.. and sometimes, we wake up in cold sweat because of them.

These few nights i have been having weird dreams and nightmares. (That explains why i can't really sleep well..) I remember one of the nightmares. I got scared & woke up in cold sweat even though that night was raining.

I was @ a corridor. Seems like the one just outside baby's flat, but there was two steps @ the entrance of the door, just like my granny's old flat. My granny was chanting while burning some incenses and paper money. I was squatting & shivering near the tin. Then a strong wind blew the ashes all around me. Granny started to chant even faster and louder. @ the corner of the corridor, two figures appeared. The black & white figures started walking towards us. Yes, they're the hell guards who will go around and get those deceased spirits back to hell. (hope i'm right about that.) They had their tongues sticking out, fanning their old-fashioned-granny's fans. The white figure even took his head off and place it on a table! I stood up, & granny shouted " RUN!" (in teochew, her dialect.) I ran towards the door, slammed it behind me. Ran to a room & locked myself inside. Hide in a corner and started praying.. "JESUS CHRIST!! JESUS!! JESUS!!" ...........

I woke up! Scared! The strong wind was blowing outside my window. A lighting strike, followed by a thunder! fuck! I thought those two are supposed to get spirits?! Why do they want me for??!!

I closed my windows and tried to get back to sleep. Somehow i managed to "forget" about it..

Till last night, @ baby's place, we stayed up to watch Portugal vs France. As usual, hunger bang striked me. So i went down to 7-11 alone. Well, the match had started, i know baby would not wanna miss any second of the match. Anyway, its jus across a small carpark, i can deal with the cockroaches myself!! ha!! After buying all the munchies, i walked back to his flat, smoking.. stood outside his flat, puffing away.

After the fag, i entered into baby's flat. I sweared i closed the wooden door properly, because his wooden door is the old-fashioned type, you need to use strength to push it and hear a "bang", then it is closed properly. So anyway, i closed the gate & wooden door and proceeded to his kitchen. Someone left the freezer door opened, the fridge was giving out funny sound. The ice was melting, water was dripping in the ice container. I decided to clean up the mess. While i was working @ it, i heard a door opened.. "click.... eeerk" the sound of the rustly hings.. I thought i might have waken his parents up, so i face the kitchen door, hoping to apologise the moment his parents appeared.. Waited for like 5 mins, noone appeared, thought maybe they just check if the kitchen light is on or watever, then could not be bother to walk down the stairs to see who's in the kitchen..

Anyway, i cleared the mess and wanna go back up to baby's room. I walked out of the kitchen and got a scare!! The wooden door was OPENED!! I stood there in a shock for like a min or so, keep trying to recall back if i closed the door properly. I know i did! I pushed the door hard to hear the "bang"when i was closing it and i swear i heard the "click" as if someone turned the knob of the door earlier on!

Needless to say, i put the cup of ice drink down & closed the door again. A harder push this time. Took the cup and quickly walked up the stairs, mumbling, "Jesus.. Jesus Christ.." @ the same time. Opened baby's room door and told him what happened. He companied me back downstairs again and this time he put the latch on.

I don't usually got scared by such supernaturals thingy.. I saw them before and had a few experiences before. But i know, the moment i feel scare, it means that that "thingy" is "harmful" type.

Whatever the nightmare or spooky "thingy" experience is telling me, i don't wanna know.

All i know is i have my faith... my Jesus Christ, my Lord with me ALL THE TIME! Amen...

the men don't get it

Yipee!!! Got my UOB Lady's card last night!! Happy!! Got a supp card for sis as her birthday present too!! Hahaha!

Itay vs Germany.. Damnit! I know the score will be 2-0. But DAMNIT!!! Why didn't you guys scored in the 90mins?!!! there goes my winning!! Sob..

Last night, France vs Portugal. I won! $15.75. Damnit.. was thinking of increasing my bet.. but gave up the thought when i saw the queue was long.. ARGH! nvm, i still won.. heee...

Gave up askin others to join baby & me to watch the matches... Got played out God-knows-how many times... people will always disappoint people...

sunny day!!

Waken up by a call from my ex collegue... It's her last day @ that awful place.. Damn.. I'm sooo happy for her.. We going lunch tomorrow.. Our 1st day as "tai-tais"... Hahaha!!

Lurve the sun today!! Bright and strong!! Sunset bay, here i come!!

Had a talk with baby last night.. Attended the second wedding together as couple. Both weddings are my friends'. Suddenly feel that age is catching up.. Argh!!

Baby, like i've said. The past make who we are now.. I dun wanna live in the past anymore.. It's now, the present & the future that matters to me.. I may not be the best girlfriend in the world, but i am learning & trying to be one. No promises of "forever", but that doesn't mean that i dun wish for/ dun believe in "forever"....

Aunt called early in the morning and asked for help.... Yes, baby-sitting.. Gosh... Have to play nanny to my 4 yr old cousin.. She's soooo talkative, but yet sooooo adorable & sweet...

I lurve today.. Bright sunny day.. & feel sooo blessed to have friends who care & love me... & have a cute & wonderful boyfriend....

I'm such a blessed girl... Thank you Lord!!

oh my God!!!

Had a date with baby on Friday night, to watch "Superman". I must said, i'm kind of disappointed by the show. It's boring. Baby got the tix for 5 bucks each, some movie gala for NTUC staffs. The cinema was packed. The granny beside me came with her family, and i doubt she understands English. She had lots of old chang kee with her, the smell was horrible. And that young boy beside her, whom i guess is her grandson, kept talking & asking questions! oh my God.....

Supposed to meet daddy-to-be to watch Germany vs Argentina match. He was supposed to go down Mr. bean to take a table from my friend, but last min sent me a sms, saying he won't be joining us. oh my God.. how am i supposed to be @ Mr. bean before 11pm when the movie will only end 10 mins past 11pm? Needless to say, straight after the movie, baby & i rushed down to bean. No cab, no bus.. yes, we ran there.. I sweared i ran.. with my bloody heels on!

Germany vs Argentina... PUI!!!! what a dreadful match... i was supporting for Germany.. hoping that they will @ least score 2 goals, but the 1st half was disappointing. Missy M&M was betting on Argentina. She kept sending me "haha!" sms-es each time Argentina played some skillful attempts to score. Bloody Argentina! Why are they so on form for that match?! They even scored the 1st goal for that match!!! ARGH!! Luckily, Germany scored one as well. but that's it, they dragged the whole match till 90mins up. damnit!! then followed by a scoreless 30mins extra time.. then the penalty-kick shootout.. then Germany won!! ARGH! why didn't you guys shoot in another goal earlier?? whats the fun of going through so much agony?! oh my God...

Italy vs Ukraine, i got no say... Fell asleep after the 1st goal... I know Italy can make it... haha!

Watched England vs Portugal last nite. 20mins after the match started, i sms Missy M&M, "it seems like another f**k match..." and guess what? I was right!! it's like Ger vs Arg!! PUI!! I was so happy to see Beckham & Rooney playing! But Beck was injured later, & Rooney was being sent off with a bloody red card!!!!?? oh my God!! WTF?! I hope the stupid referee will have all the banana skins thrown on him when he stepped out of the stadium! I know Rooney pushed that guy, but hey! a red card is too harsh!! ##$%#^^&% there it go, a scoreless 90mins match, plus the 30mins extra time.. PUI!! & out my England go.. out of world cup... Missy M&M was supporting Portugal, but the match was so disappointing for the both of us.. PUI!!

3am, Brazil vs France. "tell you, France is strong too...", my friend from Mr. bean said, which was true.. They were on super form. Brazil can hardly played the ball into their territory. All the corners were missed, free kicks cannot make it.. What's going on??!! For once, Missy M&M and i were supporting the same team but again, we were utterly disappointed!! what's happening to my Kaka, Ronaldo, Ronaldinho, Dida, Cafu & Juninho?? oh my God! oh my God! oh my God!!! what's World cup without Brazil??!! I really can't get over this... PUI!! My Brazil..... sob.. sob..

I dunno if i would still wanna watch any more match since Brazil is out... This is unbelievable!! baby had a double blow too.. lost his bet & now Brazil is out of World cup... oh my God....

While waiting for the Brazil match to start last night, i was combing my hair. Then i realized i had a balding patch near my forehead!!! oh my God! oh my God!!!!!!!! i'm balding!!! i can't believe this! I mean, i have really thick hair.. I always tell my friends that i can afford to drop hair.. but a bald patch? noooooooooooo!!!!! oh my God! oh my God!! noone in my family is bald... noooooooo!! Mummy!! i wanna go look for my mum!!

I am so so sad... My England, my Brazil.. And now, my hair!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!