I'm in love!!

Yup! Hear me right...

I'm in Love...

Hee...

He's really very sweet...
Super nasty when he's upset..
Nasty, cheeky on his usual days...
Yet, there's this sense of sweetness..
It's a feeling that I can't find the word to describe how I feel towards him...

It was really sweet on how we started dating..
I screwed things up..
It was a nasty mistake of mine..
Yet he is able to forgive me..

Now that we are starting this relationship offically..
I'm really happy...
He is the sweetest guy I ever met since years..

He has been sending & fetching me from work everyday..
He makes me smile and laugh everyday..
Just the thought of him makes me giggle like a little girl...
And this blissful feeling will filled me up..

He loves to irritate me and then say all the sweet nothings to make me smile again..
He loves to hold me close to him..
Gives me kisses on my forehead..
Touch my hands when I'm not paying attention..
And gaze into my eyes with his charming eyes..
There's this connection that I don't know how to describe...

Today, he gave me a surprise..
It's really simple, yet to me..
It's priceless...


Hi Dear,
Something for you....

Intentions of love or pain
Victim of her poison, I'm insane
Yet my only wish....to walk her thru the rain

Whispers of faith, screams of hope
Undying love will help us cope

Hypnotic eyes speaks a thousand books
Untie myself from her thousand hooks?
Illness of the singlehood
She is now my cure and food
Heart fully bestowed
All I hope...it will never be towed
Neverending love for her....I promise will never...ever be stoled.


I'm sooooo in LOVE.....

heeee...

It's never easy..

Noone will ever tell you that life is easy..
& if there's ever someone who told you that, i bet he/ she is lying...

I'm facing a few changes in my life now...
Changes that will change my life in many ways...

My boss & his wife are making plans in my career now...
I dunno if this will be a good start for me in this coming 2008 or not..
But nevertheless, I will wanna face up the challenge.

It's gonna be tough..
But I would wanna work it out...
There will be sacrifices to make...
I will make it through..
I know I will..
Yet part of me is shivering in fear..
Fear that I may not be able to make it..

The last time I ever lead a group of people, is during my Secondary school days..
I dunno if I can still do it now..
I'm stressed...


There's something going on in my love life as well...
The fact that I'm getting young no more, hit me hard..
I guess my Dad is rubbing in to me all too sudden, that it kind of wakes me up..
Guess having a married younger sister is no fun..
Everyone in my family is giving me that look,
You know, THAT look like saying, "When's your turn, old spinster?"

I have to do something..
Not like last time, keep thinking that I'm still young..
Cause the fact is, I'm no longer THAT young.

I always thought that I will be married and have kids before my peers and my sibilings..
All thanks to CYL...
Guess I'm proven wrong.

I have to change.
Change to face the reality and stop being in my dreamland..
Hoping that one day my Prince Charming will just appear at my doorstep without me searching for him..

I have to make choices..
Choices that I hate to make..
Choices that will change my life..
It is never easy for me..

I'm really scared...
I really have to grow up..
I can't be that little girl anymore..


I am soooo gonna miss that Happy-go-lucky girl..
Miss that bubbly little girl...

I love Grey Anatomy

“There are times when even the best of us have trouble with commitment, and we may be surprised at the commitments we're willing to let slip out of our grasp. Commitments are complicated. We may surprise ourselves by the commitments we're willing to make, true commitment, takes effort, and sacrifice. Which is why sometimes, we have to learn the hard way, to choose our commitments very carefully.”

-Dr. Meredith Grey