fuckin' tired...

Since I got the job, I am feeling very tired.
I know, I should have rest enough for months...
No excuses...

My sinus is still lingering around...
I'm getting fainting spells...
My legs keep having "needles-and-pins" sensations..
I'm losing appetite...
I can't sleep well @ night... I know I am awake on and off, the next thing I know, my alarm clocks going off.. damnit!
Everyone who sees me says the bloodly same thing, "OMG! Why are you so skinny now?"

Fuck...

I'm eating, only when I'm feeling hungry and I do eat as much as I can..
I'm working hard..
I have made an appt to see my specialist...
I don't stay up late so often now..
I always try to sleep before 12mn...

but still......

I'm fuckin' tired..
My body is in protest!