It hurts..

I wonder if any of you ever feel like this before.

I know I still have feelings for you...
I know that I do..

But why?

Why each time I think of you....

I feel as if my heart is being squashed..
I feel that I can't breath...
I feel the warm tears at the corner of my eyes..

I can only feel hurt.

I thought loving someone, I should feel happy.
Giggling like a child when I think of you..
Smiling at myself each time you came into my mind..
Feeling my heart beating fast..

But why is it the different way now?

If this is what loving you is all about, I believe I need to do something about it.

I will have to go.
I have to keep my mind occupied 24/7.
I have to stop thinking of you.
I have to learn to ignore you.

I hate to fall in love.
Cause I know, I'm such a hopeless love fool when I give my heart away.