The Time Is Now

If you ever going to love me
Love me now while I can know
The sweet and tender feelings
Which from true affection flow
Love me now while I am living
Do not wait until I am gone
And then have it chiseled in marble
Sweet words on ice-cold stone
If you have tender thoughts of me
Please tell me now
If you wait until I am sleeping
Never will be death between us
And I won't hear you then
So if you love me, even a little bit
Let me know while I am living
So that I can treasure it



I had a hard time picking myself up from that nasty fall..
A fuckin' hard time.. Those who are close to me knew how hard I tried..
As I picked up the courage to walk the new journey now, i tripped and fell a few more times..
Each fall cause my scar to tear apart, bits by bits..
And the recent fall, I got really furstrated with myself..
I teared opened my scar and let my heart bleed.. again..
For I can feel noone cares...
I cried as my heart bled..
It hurt so hard that I can't breathe..
I can't remember how it feels..
How does it feel when the one whom you gave your heart to, say "I love you" and you know its true..
I really can't remember how it feels..
I can't remember when was the last time..
For it has been so long..
I can't be living without love..
I will be a walking corpse..
I feel so insignificant..
So useless..
So worthless...
For so long, only little princess said she loves me on Sunday before she went to BBK.
Thats the only little gesture that perks me up..
I think I should feel contented..
Cause at least I am being loved by snow & princess josh..
Is that really all?



Yes, actions speaks louder than words..
But words are still important..
Words can comfort..
Words can please..
Words can kill too...