Frustrated

I'm frustrated with the situation right now..
I don't wanna know more..
I don't wanna get involved..
I don't wanna see his pain & sufferings..
I don't wanna cry..
I don't wanna hear..
I don't wanna understand..
I don't wanna care...



Yet, I can't do it..
I can't leave him alone..



I love him...
Too dearly...