sorry, i'm late...

meeting baby for jamie cullum's concert...
rushed home from ECP after blading, traffic jam along still road...
quick shower.. left home without even bothering to dry my drippin' wet hair and naked face..
puttin on make up on my way down to suntec, traffic jam along dhoby ghaut...
reached suntec, gave cabby $50, no change, he took my cash to find change with the other cabbies...

"i'm sorry baby...." i apologised, feeling really bad. the tickets wrote 8pm, i got there quater passed 8. "forget it." he said, refused to look at me even i kept staring into his eyes. "its always like this. you always make me wait for you for an hour or so..."

okie.. i know i'm a girl with time management prob.. and i mean, a big problem. i'm 99% late when it comes to meeting my friends, going out with my family, even going to work! i'm guilty, yes, hate me... but that doesn't mean i dun feel bad... i'm really sorry when i apologised.. i'm not tryin' to explain.. i know i'm totally guilty of being late most of the time.. i'm sorry..

for these past few months i was trying to make myself on time...
i even make my alarm clock 15mins faster.. 5 mins earlier for my watch and 1o mins earlier for the clock in my kitchen! but the guess, the result is still very disappointing.. i'm sorry..

but i'll still keep tryin'.. dun give up on me... i wanna be on time.. i will be.. i will be...

but for now, i'm really sorry...

thanks guys, for tolerating with my lateness... i will change..